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Grief, & professions of regret, & general resolutions of
prudence were sufficient to soften his heart, & make
him really confide in her sincerity. But as for my:
:self, I am still unconvinced; & plausibly as her
Ladyship has now written, I cannot make up my mind,
till I better understand her real meaning in coming
to us. — You may guess therefore my dear Madam
with what feelings I look forward to her arrival.
She will have occasion for all those attractive Powers
for which she is celebrated, to gain any share of my
regard; & I shall certainly endeavour to guard myself
against their influence, if not accompanied by some:
:thing more substantial. — She expresses a most
eager desire of being acquainted with me, & makes
very gracious mention of my children, but I am
not quite weak enough to suppose a woman who
has behaved with inattention if not with unkindness
to her own child, should be attached to any of mine.